My husband is not a pastor but a riitualiist – Episode 34
“I realized right then that I couldn’t stay hidden in the dãrkñéss any longer. My pastor knew too many things, and even if I didn’t confess on that day, sooner or later, they would discover the truth, which would make the situation even worse.”
“I explained to them that six years ago, during the same year we lost our beloved Mom, life became very difficult for us. I started thinking about easier ways to become wealthy.”
“I became consumed by grēēd to the point where I considered using one of my siblings, particularly Peace, for a r!tual. Unfortunately, I made a mistake that put Mercy and James’ lives in dàñger,’ I admitted.'”
“I shared how I tried everything to correct the mistake I had made and didn’t want to involve the church because they might see through my intentions and expose me while trying to save James and Mercy.”
“I recounted how I deliberately didn’t take my siblings to that powerful crusade, fearing that my entire plan could fall apart if they were miraculously healed.”
“I told them that after the first day of the crusade, I went to find the hérbàlííst I had been working with. ‘Things were not going as planned. However, I couldn’t locate him. After Mr. Frank came to pray for my siblings, I went to look for the hérbàlííst again, only to discover that he had gone insane,’ I said.'”
“Everyone watched in dismay as I spoke about all the ev!l I had committed in detail. Once I finished talking, I knelt before my pastor and everyone, asking for forgiveness for being like Judas Iscariot among them.”
“My pastor prayed for me and guided me back to Christ. I confessed my sins and recommitted my life to God. I received a 3-month restriction from serving in the church, during which I was to reflect on my actions and spend more time in prayer.”
“More attention was given to my siblings. My pastor instructed his wife to visit me every weekend to ensure my siblings were safe and healthy. He also told my siblings to report any discomfort or signs of illness to him immediately.”
“I became distant and susp!cious within my own home. Despite the conversation my pastor had with Ruth and Jacob, they couldn’t fully grasp the issue. However, due to my short témpér and demeanor, they sensed that something was seriously wrong and that I wasn’t happy.”
“They were certain that my réséñtment was connected to what they had shared with my pastor in his office that day. Even though I had been exposed, I acted as though I harbored no grūdge against them, not wanting to raise suspicion. But no matter how hard I tried to hide it, my actions spoke louder than my words.”
“Everyone anticipated my exposure would lead to repentance. However, instead of changing, the shāmê, d!sgrace, and defēãt intensified my ænger, hætred, and grēēd, mixed with a desire for révéñgé.”
“They provided me with more reasons and determination to continue associating with the dev!l. For the second time, I felt dïslïked by my pastor. I believed he wouldn’t have treated Mr. Frank so hàrshly if he were in my position. This was likely because Frank held a high position in the church.”
“He was one of the pillars that supported the church. I believed that even if he commïtted wõrsé actions, my pastor would let him go unpun!shed due to his influential position.”
“That day marked the beginning of my insatiable and m0ñstr0us craving for power, with the goal of attaining a distinctive position within the church, which would grant me these exceptional privileges.”
“I recalled how easily my pastor resolved the seemingly serious issue between Felicia and Mr. Frank, ensuring that the church didn’t lose one of its strongest supporters.”
“We had secured a new apartment with my pastor’s help two years ago when my siblings started high school. As anticipated, they graduated a few months later. My pastor then took Ruth and Peace to live with them, aiming to ease my responsibilities.”
“However, it was clear that he no longer trusted me. To prevent any potential hãrm from reaching my sisters, he kept them separate from me.”
“The message was apparent, and my an!mõsïty towards my pastor and Mr. Frank intensified. While they saw it as their duty to care for my siblings, I viewed it as a competition that I could only win by obtaining the spiritual abilities possessed by Mr. Frank, and even surpassing him.”
“Once I knew what I desired, the question that remained was how to attain it and where to showcase it. The solitary hérbàlííst I was acquainted with had already gone iñsãñé before we could complete our initial task.”
“It dawned on me that for the magnitude and scale of my aspirations, I required a support system even more powerful and dædly than that of an ordinary hérbàlííst or nat!ve doçtór.”
“I recognized the necessity for a more dévàstatííñg, d!sastróús, and profoundly forceful alliance. It needed to mirror a fratern!ty comprising over 50 influential individuals with similar dàrk aims.”
“One that would rely on Bee|zebūb and Meph!stõphe|es for powers so overwhelming that even Mr. Frank himself, or five versions of him, would find it impossible to confront, let alone conquer.”
“With determination, I chose to embark on an irreversible journey to locate such a cu|t group in Abuja. My past failure served as a valuable lesson.”
“At just 19 years old and filled with naivety, I initially aligned myself with dãrk forces. Due to my lack of wisdom, I made a grãve error by seeking assistance from a hérbàlííst instead of a brotherh00d where the influential and põwerful find refuge and strength from the camp of cãcõdémōns, sórcérérs and nécrõmãncers.”
“I opted to locate such a group before determining where to exercise its powers. Given that I had a reputation within my church, I hesitated to make it the arena for my bãtt|é ground once I acquired the necessary powers.”
“I worried that they might easily unearth the truth behind my newfound ability to perform miracles, particularly following the confession I had made in my pastor’s office that day.”
“As much as I considered the location of an organization of dãrédév!ls , I also pondered thoroughly on the choice of a church where I could wãgé my bãtt|es aga!nst individuals like Mr. Frank.”
To be continued ✍️